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I really don't know what to say. I guess i'll tell you what my day is going to consist of. First I'm going to clean this damn house that never stays clean. Then I'm going to get my stuff ready for church. Watch T.V. for awhile then do the Three S's. You know what those are right; shit,shower,and shave. Then I'm gonna go to church and hopefully this should get my mind off things. I realized this yesterday when i looked in the mirrior that fake smile can't hide the pain in your eyes. I can try to be happy but I truly never will be. I just wish. Oh do i wish so much....well im done bye